⚠️ This post discusses workplace stress, misrepresentation
of events, and authority overreach. Take care while reading.
This is my personal account based on contemporaneous emails,
logs, and documents. Identities and non-essential details
have been withheld for privacy.
It’s been a hell of a professional year for me. The one goal I had
at the beginning was to upskill—learn more, get better at my
craft—and then by next year I’d quit and find another job.
By April, I was already thinking maybe working 9–6 wasn’t for me.
I was stressed and tired. There was a lot going on at the office.
A lot of drama. A lot of queries. A lot of moments where I’d crash
out and say I need to quit this job and just go, because I
couldn’t stand the way some people reasoned, how they could only
see my fault, never acknowledge they might also be at fault. How I
had to keep doing things I didn’t even want to do, being steered
in a direction that would leave me unhappy.
Despite all my crash outs, I didn’t really plan to quit. Instead,
I built a five-year financial plan to save aggressively so I could
bow out for a year or two, find myself and just exist, maybe start
my own thing and get retainer clients. I know I can do it, but I
also like job security; it’s faster this way tbh, because man, I
can be irresponsible when it comes to myself.